What happens if one day...
Your nice, peaceful, beautiful life was disrupted by the arrival of an unwanted disease sending your loved ones reeling into despair thinking of what they should do what's the best they can do doing their best for you because you are still young they didn't expect this they are afraid that you might die young because they have hopes you have dreams you have a life practically planned for youself and you want to give them a better life as you have promised and they worry and worry and become paranoid each day and you feel like getting yourself out of this mess they worry about you becoming depressed because youre not acting like youself and the way you should and they feel its becoming something amiss and they miss you they miss everything about you they tell you they beg you they plead for you to go back to normal but deep inside you know you cant because you cant accept the fact you are going to die going to die going to die like your grandparents and cousins and aunts and uncles and you know you dont want to die so soon yet not now not till youre in your seventies and you want to travel travel the world make and catch some fresh air but you cant because you know you will die in ten to twenty years time and because youre only fifteen you make excuses for youself and you know its something uncurable you worry you worry everyday you worry you cannot open your eyes the next day every hour every minute every second is precious to you because you do not know when you will die and you dont want to die and youre trying to convince yourself and others that you will not die yet but you will and its an unchangable fact but you want to change it although you know there is nothing you can ever fucking do about it and you cry you cry everynight trying hoping praying that this is just a fking nightmare and you want to awake from it.
so why do so much and make yourself so sad because of it?
You'll die, eventually, anyway.
Diabetes mellitus, often referred to simply as diabetes , is a syndrome of disordered metabolism, usually due to a combination of hereditary and environmental causes, resulting in abnormally high blood sugar levels (hyperglycemia).[2] Blood glucose levels are controlled by a complex interaction of multiple chemicals and hormones in the body, including the hormone insulin made in the beta cells of the pancreas. Diabetes mellitus refers to the group of diseases that lead to high blood glucose levels due to defects in either insulin secretion or insulin action in the body.[3]
Diabetes develops due to a diminished production of insulin (in type 1) or resistance to its effects (in type 2 and gestational).[4] Both lead to hyperglycemia, which largely causes the acute signs of diabetes: excessive urine production, resulting compensatory thirst and increased fluid intake, blurred vision, unexplained weight loss, lethargy, and changes in energy metabolism.
All forms of diabetes have been treatable since insulin became medically available in 1921, but there is no cure. The injections by a syringe, insulin pump, or insulin pen deliver insulin, which is a basic treatment of type 1 diabetes. Type 2 is managed with a combination of dietary treatment, exercise, medications and insulin supplementation.
Diabetes and its treatments can cause many complications. Acute complications including hypoglycemia, ketoacidosis, or nonketotic hyperosmolar coma may occur if the disease is not adequately controlled. Serious long-term complications include cardiovascular disease, chronic renal failure, retinal damage, which can lead to blindness, several types of nerve damage, and microvascular damage, which may cause erectile dysfunction and poor wound healing. Poor healing of wounds, particularly of the feet, can lead to gangrene, and possibly to amputation. Adequate treatment of diabetes, as well as increased emphasis on blood pressure control and lifestyle factors such as not smoking and maintaining a healthy body weight, may improve the risk profile of most of the chronic complications. In the developed world, diabetes is the most significant cause of adult blindness in the non-elderly and the leading cause of non-traumatic amputation in adults, and diabetic nephropathy is the main illness requiring renal dialysis in the United States.[5] 
