BOOOOOOOOOOORRRRRRREEEEEEEEDDDDDDD
btw its candy{:

OIIIIIIIII
WHY IS NO ONE UPDATING?
YOU NOE FOR THE PAST 2 POSTS (or 3)
IS ME LEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA .
HUISHAN STOP TALKING ABOUT DYING.
COS U AINT GONNA.
AND U KEEP FORGETTING TO CALL MEBACK FOR THE PAST THREE DAYS
I GIV U ONE MORE CHANCE,
U DUN CALL ME BY TML
I'M GOING TO UR HOUSE AT 12AM SHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARP
AND U NOE I MEAN IT .
LOL








Venus jy LOL
really nth btr to say :\

What happens if one day...

Your nice, peaceful, beautiful life was disrupted by the arrival of an unwanted disease sending your loved ones reeling into despair thinking of what they should do what's the best they can do doing their best for you because you are still young they didn't expect this they are afraid that you might die young because they have hopes you have dreams you have a life practically planned for youself and you want to give them a better life as you have promised and they worry and worry and become paranoid each day and you feel like getting yourself out of this mess they worry about you becoming depressed because youre not acting like youself and the way you should and they feel its becoming something amiss and they miss you they miss everything about you they tell you they beg you they plead for you to go back to normal but deep inside you know you cant because you cant accept the fact you are going to die going to die going to die like your grandparents and cousins and aunts and uncles and you know you dont want to die so soon yet not now not till youre in your seventies and you want to travel travel the world make and catch some fresh air but you cant because you know you will die in ten to twenty years time and because youre only fifteen you make excuses for youself and you know its something uncurable you worry you worry everyday you worry you cannot open your eyes the next day every hour every minute every second is precious to you because you do not know when you will die and you dont want to die and youre trying to convince yourself and others that you will not die yet but you will and its an unchangable fact but you want to change it although you know there is nothing you can ever fucking do about it and you cry you cry everynight trying hoping praying that this is just a fking nightmare and you want to awake from it.

so why do so much and make yourself so sad because of it?
You'll die, eventually, anyway.




Diabetes mellitus, often referred to simply as diabetes , is a syndrome of disordered metabolism, usually due to a combination of hereditary and environmental causes, resulting in abnormally high blood sugar levels (hyperglycemia).[2] Blood glucose levels are controlled by a complex interaction of multiple chemicals and hormones in the body, including the hormone insulin made in the beta cells of the pancreas. Diabetes mellitus refers to the group of diseases that lead to high blood glucose levels due to defects in either insulin secretion or insulin action in the body.[3]
Diabetes develops due to a diminished production of insulin (in type 1) or resistance to its effects (in type 2 and gestational).[4] Both lead to hyperglycemia, which largely causes the acute signs of diabetes: excessive urine production, resulting compensatory thirst and increased fluid intake, blurred vision, unexplained weight loss, lethargy, and changes in energy metabolism.
All forms of diabetes have been treatable since insulin became medically available in 1921, but there is no cure. The injections by a syringe, insulin pump, or insulin pen deliver insulin, which is a basic treatment of type 1 diabetes. Type 2 is managed with a combination of dietary treatment, exercise, medications and insulin supplementation.
Diabetes and its treatments can cause many complications. Acute complications including hypoglycemia, ketoacidosis, or nonketotic hyperosmolar coma may occur if the disease is not adequately controlled. Serious long-term complications include cardiovascular disease, chronic renal failure, retinal damage, which can lead to blindness, several types of nerve damage, and microvascular damage, which may cause erectile dysfunction and poor wound healing. Poor healing of wounds, particularly of the feet, can lead to gangrene, and possibly to amputation. Adequate treatment of diabetes, as well as increased emphasis on blood pressure control and lifestyle factors such as not smoking and maintaining a healthy body weight, may improve the risk profile of most of the chronic complications. In the developed world, diabetes is the most significant cause of adult blindness in the non-elderly and the leading cause of non-traumatic amputation in adults, and diabetic nephropathy is the main illness requiring renal dialysis in the United States.[5]

CANDY here..
1) jodie pls smile more :D
2)venus get well soon {:
3)let mue die pls....

*gibs a -.- face*

its jus nort living animore dhen a quick drink of life and a punch of death.
cummon face it huishan.
ure jus worthless.
ue can't even pass math =.=
ure mom is tired of naggin abt kippin ure rm clean and ure dad is sick of ure long hrs of com time which is wastin electricity and boostin up th bills which he is tryin damn fkin hard tuh pay off and that a useless shuld-go-tuh-hell daughter is increasin at a damn-hard-tuh-believe speed.

*wahh. long sentence o.o *

and ure damn lame attempts at makin ppl smile re jus big failures lyk ureself which is nort enugh worth wastin time fer.
even teh teh seems tuh be gibin up hope on ue.
cummon dhen, tell me (myeself) wads worth livin fer?
ue dun believe in sucide as tt would brin damn lot of trouble.
ue jump ppl nid clean up fer ue and ue hate tt becos ue despise ppl hu jump dwn wifout a second thoguht tuh th ppl hu clean their bodies up.
ue eat drugs dhen nid go wash stomach which ue fkin tried b4 and failed in dyin endin up in th hospital which ue hate so much cos ure bro died thr.
ue cut oso no use dhen bled so much nid clean up moreless go jump so wads th use.
damn whye huishn ure so depressin nw?
whye re ue so hopeless.
dun cry.
damn ue look ugly when ue cry
blotched up face wif red scars all over..
damn fkin ugly.
ure no contribution tuh society.
be a lawyer?
haha~
damn..
tts a funneh joke girl.
hu ue think ue re tuh be a lawyer?
ue think ue nick gor or mica jie?
ue think ue can be lyk them be smart and go uni study hard go overseas dhen becum damn fkin rich lyk them?
face it bytch.
ure jus fkin jealous of th life sarah has tts whye ue fkin hate her and her mother nort becos they dun follow rules and dun cum tuh ure huse when new yr is here cos ure dad is tt bytch's mom elder bro.
face it girl ure alone in this.
dun be lyk wx.
can't live wifout fwens?
im nth without fwens?
bullshyt.
i can stand on top of ure fkin bloodied body and crush ure bones and shout "ïn ure face bytch" without fwens.
im nort lyk ue and i dun wanna be lyk ue.
face it.
im alone in everythng i do.
m dun understand.
she nbr does.
gib it up...
ue dun hae a place whr ue belong.

jus go tuh hell...

*smiles*

To: Jodie & Venus

dun tell ppl abt this.
if i died.
jodie and venus,
ure th onli ones tt noe whye.
but i wun kill myeself.
dun worry.
i hate tt rmb?
im alr dead in everybody's eyes aniway.
so whye do i even bother?
if i died,
hu cares?
am i failure?
nort tuh hae fwens...
more fwens...
tt re closer tuh mye heart and soul...
im sorry ppl..
fer breathin th same air as ue..
im nort worth tuh be born...


if im max,
i would smile and face th world.
crushin and killin anione and everyone hu stands in th way of mye dream.
if onli i was max...

takes a deep breath *

-inhale-

Its times like this when you remember the ugly truths whereby you still remember the pain of finding out betrayals that you know you still hurt deep inside out that you cannot pretend you are fine but you just hope and pray you will be able to forgive them and not take the easy way out by hating which in return make ourselves feel so much better instantly but it will not last in the long run and it becomes a drug like you are addicted to missing and hating her and you have to feed on it everyday because if you dont you will be left gaping for air nearly dying but you just want to hang on to that damn blardy last breath because you think she will come back and make everything alright or deep inside your broken shattered ugly dull unshiny heart you seriously think that you one of these days you will be able to niavely forgive everything that happened even though ppl misunderstand you and ppl bring you dwn with their sacarstic words ppl took you for granted ppl kept going too far and you start to wonder why are you going through all these alone and why do you care when all you care is abt the betrayal all you care is what went through both their minds and care whether they even spared a thought for you in the first place and wonder are they really human bcause you are such a pathetic moron to have the FKIN EXTINCT skill of being UNABLE to even kill AN ANT and here you are writing without punctuation and expect ppl to understand a single word you say when in truth jodie your esteem is gone your confidence is gone and everything is gone and the one who you


thought.
was.
the.


ONE


Eventually turned out to be a ... person

who.
couldn't.
be.
bothered.

so why are you typing this ?



-exhale-


Hi! I'm really Jodie's alter ego . Can someone wake her up from the idea, or i'm seriously going to make her disappear by emerging and cause her to have split personalities because she is in serious trouble of fighting the war between her emotional and logical selves .



If only I hated her .



IF only .




Screw friendship.
I really hate betrayals. Sorry for posting it here. I'm not saying either of you. Just trying to let off some steam. -'-

hey ppl!
CANDY here.
2dae neh.
exam ss..
paper veh th wad de lor..
whale sharks.
pffft.
aniway.
aft exam i went home lar.
J and V went tuh art exams.
dhen leh.
i at home slack...
LAIANG ARRR! =.=
stfu...
pain can!
dhen nbm.
met C.
dhen we go sch bus stop w8 fer V n J.
saw S n gang. =.=
nbm!
dhen we went gate due tuh sum ____ hu so slow...D:
walkin tuh sch thr tt tym,
saw A and gang...
stoopid can.
they stop C cos they noe hym,
dhen ask if im his girl.
he was lyk noo...
dhen i was lyk kip walkin larh.
dhen l8r C tel mue A they sae i walk veh gl..
i was lyk..
dumbfounded?!
stooopid much?
i always walk lyk tt.
so wad i walk gl..
i walk hw make til ue ar?
i walk gl ue wil die?
i do hope so ppl~ ==***
ok.
dhen go sch gate.
SWAY...
saw CH and gang...
w8.. i seem tuh see alot of sway ppl...
dhen sway lar.
sua!
walk tuh opp blk w8 fer them.
V n J damn fkin slow can ==
w8 til i damn ...
hungry!
RAWRRRRRRRR
blame V...
nbm..
dhen alot thngs happen lar..
veh..
erm...
________ de thngs.
dhen is lyk...
go home
slack.
audi...
tio donkey kicked by a biscult cored oreo ==
nbm!
sua!
see ue big...
i dun mess wif ue..
*feels small*
dhen J damn funneh lar
pm mus lyk..
wtf..
78 dens nia?!
lawls.
heheheh...
ok lar.
gtg..
watchin 1 piece...
byeee!

-CANDY-

Hey babes, JODIE posting yea? :D

Know you people aint no happy with the chinese paper thingie (LOL, lucky i not normal chi) but cheer up yo?

Let's jys for SS tml, LOLOL. i don't have the notes though. happy failing to me -_- I CANT SLP TILL URE NEXT TO ME (wtf) LOL.

ok enough.
STUDY HARD
STOP AUDI-ING
and maybe i'll have a chance of passing :x .


cheers,
foreveromg